Saturday, July 18, 2009

goin bc to KK

Today is my last day in Melaka and most probably my last day in 2009....i dun think i will come bc until chinese new year 2010....

This is indeed a long hols for me.. I spent 5 weeks in HK(i consider elective was a hols) and another 5 weeks in malacca...haha...actually, i have a lot of plan in this long holiday as i dun wan to waste time bacause i m final year now...Final year is an important year...another year i will be graduated from UMS(this is wat i wan all this while), and come out to work, start to earn money and dun nid to depend on my parent. I feel that i have already burden my parent a lot in the money issue..However, when people talk about final year, it is indeed a nightmare for most of the student. Expectation from the lecturers and specialists will be higher...i noe it is tough but i wil try my best....i dun wan to fail my prof exam II and repeat another 6 month...

However, flash bc on the daily life during hols, it was suck...i spend most of the time in online, chatting...i promised myself to study before that. However, i only can finish renal medicine for OHCM and sum neurological staffs...haha...shame of me...Hols is like, no motavation and determination to study...I only able to finish my elective report n i left pupul report to carry out..U can't blame me on pupuk report as i had called m partner few weeks ago but she didn't even answer my call once...damn it....

2 days ago, i just knew the schdule and grouping of my MD 5th year..wtf, i will start with surgery and i really depressed for some partcular reason not because of surgery...i dont want to talk about this...i get one day to recover from the depression...haha....

finally, i goin bc to KK...this is what i craving for after 2 weeks hols in melaka..erm, i just discovered that i can't sustain a long hols...2 or 3 weeks is enuf for me...haha...sorry for those who like hols..haha...but when i go bc, when i encounter the heavy workload and stress of the exam, then i will ask for hols again....haha...this is me la..no choice....

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